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11:14 PM
Today was a really bad day,
but there's no one else to blame but me.
Mr Lim screwed me up bad this morning,
but I yet I could not say much.
I bascially just gave him a bewildered look,
from the beginning to the end.
He asked me if my mum knew bout the PTM,
and I said yup.
He asked if she would come and see him,
and I said no.
I mean, was i supposed to lie?
My mum doesn't want to come,
it's not
my fault.
So he started rattling on bout how the sch wants to kick me out.
Come on, I know my results are shit bad.
And I know if I continue with such results,
I can't even meet the retainment criteria.
Pathetic, yes.
Well, then I cotinued giving him that look.
So he said,
"I'm not threatening you, just telling you the facts of life."
How much I wanted to grab a frying pan & whack him?
You'll never know.But I just kept quiet.
UNTIL,
He said,
"Plus, you've been skipping most of your remedials."
And that was when I was like, "whaaaaat?"
"OH PLEASE."
Okay, my reaction wasn't the most polite.
And then he pointed at me and said,
"Say that again and I'll send you to the office."
Eh, really eh. You think what,
this ain't primary school yo.
And he continued,
"I've never seen a student as rude as you."
OUCH, EH I ONLY SAID OH PLEASE.
(well, I did ask him once why his hair was so spiky.)
He can't take jokes obviously.
Okay, that time for temperature taking he was absent.
So when he came back I asked,
"Cher, did you take your temperature yesterday?"
He said,
"Yes, I took at home."
I said, "Oh?"
And he goes,
"Ya, you wanna see my temperature."
"ermmm, ouuuhhhkay."
And I walked away, such a weirdo luh.
The problem here is,
I haven't been skipping remedials like he says I have.
I only didn't attend Friday's lit lesson,
I have a freaking mc okay.
& I missed econs lecture that time,
cos I wasn't feeling well okayyy.
Don't come and accuse me w/o evidence.
Well, I'm gonna apologise tomorrow.
That's what I decided on.
Even if it wasn't all my fault,
I'll do it.
Because I was rude,
I have my part to play.
Only then, I'll clarify his misconceptions.
I think it's the right thing to do,
is it?
-Bryan asked me to buck up today.
I know I have to.
You asked me once, when I was feeling like shit,
"So you're going to prove them right?"
It hit me, it really did.
No, I'm not. I won't.
It's not gonna affect them when I fail in everything,
I'll just ruin myself.
You know,
I always trust you for the right opinion.
I know you'll give me the unbiased opinion,
and it helps, really.
I'm glad I have a friend like you.
Because I need these little reminders once in awhile.
Thanks Bryan, really.Goodnight world.
(Oh wait watch the video in the next post)