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Tuesday, October 14, 2008
I know I haven't updated in a really long time. I don't know how long, it seems to have been forever. It's not that I've been busy, rather that I have been at a loss of words. Suddenly, so much is going on.
I had stomach flu, for two fucking weeks.
I don't know if anyone knows how it felt but it was the most horrible shit ever.
The pain and vomitting would so bad I would just crumble on the floor.
& no, I did not want to go to the fucking hospital so they could stick that funny machine with the tube down my throat to my stomach to see what was wrong.
Nofuckingway, I'd have died in the hospital.
I'm all better now, but the pain still comes once in a while & i just swallow, close my eyes and lie down until it's gone. It
seems so simple right?
I don't want pw to screw up, i don't want pw to screw up, i don't want pw to screw up. This has somehow become my bedtime prayer.
I mean come on, okay we're lagging and lacking but we have a few of us in there who can do work, and most importantly we have this friendship.
Just for the record, there are so many groups where there members don't get along.
We had problems at first, we fixed it.
We're having problems now, we'll fix it.
Come on Abdul, have some faith in us. That's the least you could do.
Don't flare up, and tell me you have all reason to lose faith.
I'm sorry, so fucking sorry, so are the others (idk bout ehem).
If you're gonna tell me one more time that you've given up or whatnot,
I would like to tell you that you are the biggest letdown.
Apologies don't just come in words, actions will follow.
Don't step us down like that when we're trying to act.
Please?
some parts from this post have been removed for privacy purposes. :)
