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{Thank you all for being there, even those not in the photo. Deanna, Eunice, Gena, Van, Yx, Chun Kiat, Sebastian, Gabriel, Stephy and some more, in no order of importance. I love you guys so much and thank God for all of you. Really.}


Hi.

I just felt like blogging again haha. To all who saw my horrible episode today, I'm really sorry. I must have looked super retarded. Suddenly I felt like a little kid crying. I am truly sorry about all these crying fits, I just don't know how to control it. Sigh. I really feel very helpless. I feel that I'm losing track of my studies but really i can't say it's not my fault. I just don't know how to pull myself together after Thursday. My mom is screaming in the background again FUCK. Sorry.

My mind is very mixed up. IDK. There are too many things to worry about, but truth is, are these irrelevant worries? Maybe I am thinking too much. And I am trying very hard not to get emotionally entangled with anyone, I can't use my time on such things anymore. And there are just things I don't want to expose. Maybe I'm afraid of any more loss.

Going to do my one day overdue lit assignment now but,
1)For that fella.




I don’t mind it
I don’t mind at all
It’s like you’re the swing set
And I’m the kid that falls
It’s like the way we fight
The times I’ve cried
We come to blows
And every night
The passion’s there
So it’s got to be right
Right?

No I don’t believe you
When you say don’t come around here no more
I won’t remind you
You said we wouldn’t be apart
No I don’t believe you
When you say you don’t need me anymore
So don’t pretend to
Not love me at all

I don’t mind it
I still don’t mind at all
It’s like one of those bad dreams
When you can’t wake up
It’s like you’ve given up
You’ve had enough
But I want more
No I won't stop
Because I just know
You’ll come around
Right?

Just don’t stand there and watch me fall
Because I, because I still don’t mind at all.


2)PLEASE TAG BEFORE YOU LEAVE OR I WILL BE ANGRY UH. Okay, not scary. But please do ayt :)


Bye dears, study hard :)

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