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I'm still breathing, though we've been dead for awhile.
SIGH.
Haha, what an awesomezx way to start the post off?
I feel very empty actually. I always act like high in school and do silly things but how much am I able to cover up? It's not that I'm not happy in school. I have super awesomezx friends who are just really really appreciative and all but I just feel like several parts of me are missing.
I think I lost one part after sec four graduation when I realised the real meaning of true friends, that all I had was nothing. And I lost another part when I left TPJC and I realised I didn't gain much from my one year there. Sure, I had many friends, what which ones did I keep? And which ones kept me in their thoughts? Well, the past is past. And frankly, the friends that I have now are the ones I really treasure. I will walk a long way with them, I know it :)
SIGH I don't know if I should maintain contact with Flyer or not. HAHA if I continue it then I'm sure Steph and Van will scold me. But I can't seem to stay away for too long, it's not that I don't want to. I wish this didn't mean so much to me, I wish I could leave it in some corner, watch dust collect all over and still not care. But I can't. Every once in a while, I pick it up, make sure it's super duper shiny and put it back. Hahaha, what a lousy analogy but yeah that's really what I think. Even last night, I WENT TO SAY, "X XXXX XXX." Shit, confirm kena scolding already. I think I was too tired to think straight, but not that I didn't mean it cause I do as a matter of fact, as a friend. BUT SIGH, HOW LONG CAN I PERSIST THE SITUATION? I really just need to know what I mean to Flyer, something more than nothing? But nothing is what I really think I am. But I just cannot be bothered to receive flippant answers anymore.
Oh well, school is fine except for my piling assignments :/ Not one, not two, I think I have already lost count. I NEED MOTIVATION AND MOTIVATION COMES FROM GOD :D
He will never give up on me even if all else falls and the earth crumbles :) That's enough for me to keep going.
I SUPER DUPER LOVE MY CLASS EH, THEY ARE DAMN AWESOME. EXTRA THANKS TO STEPH, VAN, LYNETTE, YX love you all so berry muchzxzx.
[Phil 4.13]
-I am able to do all things through Christ who gives me strength.
He always has a plan for me, I will succeed as long as I have faith in Him.
BYE.
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